The Backstory

I have been taking a course for the last 3 weeks and we have been working on finding our why, telling our story and getting deep. So read on!

way back when

9 years ago, I found myself in the middle of a divorce. This is not what I had envisioned for my life. Everything I had was coming to an abrupt stop, the world I had created was crumbling around me. That late night phone call ripped open my heart and created a wound so deep that nothing would be able to heal it but time. Each night I would curl up in my now empty bed and put so many pillows around me so I felt like someone was next to me. This whole process felt like salt being poured in my wound. Then the tears would come in torrents and hard waves. My body would shake and I would muffle my sobs with the surrounding pillows so my kids woul